Darkest Days: What to do in the days of failure?

Today I’m persuing an Engineering couse with Computer Science stream from a well recognised college , but I’ve passed some real dark days in which I’d failed to clear my 9th class final exams, and had to repeat the year with my juniors. It was really a shameful experience for me, where every day started with a black thought, and continues to daunt me the whole day, and ends with a furious look of my father and a merciful mother. And the biggest taunt came from the neighbours, who always try to subdued my father, and I’d became the reason for it. It’s a real guilty feeling, that was killing me fro, inside. I tried to run from the situation, but it was all over me. Juniors really make the life a hell, by joking on me. Teachers give a long lecture if I fail to give any correct answers. The world had just ended for me,as it appears to me.


But my Guruji helped me to come out of the situation. He told me “ It’s nice you fear to come outside the house at your free time. Utilize it, study harder in that period and score well in the exams, and stopped the mouth of others.”

I told him,” it’s easy to tell, but very hard to follow. Every second of my thought just has the bad memories. How can I overcome?”

Then he said me,” Just think about yourself. Why to think of the world.They’re all alike, all trying to feel happy on the others sorrow."
I followed his advice, and spent most of the time studying, and scored second rank in the class, to which my favourite teacher Miss Polly congratulated me.